i dont want to cry myself to sleep every night.
i try really hard to hold it back and im overcome all over again. i want to rip out all the girl in me. So then i can sleep in peace, so it doesn’t bother me. i know i’ll be alright, but logic just doesn’t work when im lying in the dark, alone in an unfamiliar room, in an unfamiliar bed. all i can think is that im not in my home, im not where im supposed to be.
how could i possibly know where im supposed to be though? oh please, let me sleep, please let it stop hurting so bad.