September 2011
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Lonely lizard.
Sometimes I want to be around people or just someone, anyone. I want to just relax and hang out. I just have a lack of options where I am. I don’t seem to have too many female friends around me, and the ones I would call I know are usually busy. I know there are some guys who would hang out, but I think it is too suggestive of a girl to ask for a guy to come hang out. So thats not...
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this and that
you are my secret unsecrets.
im here again, sad.
i resisted doing what i kinda wanted to do. giving in and going where im unwanted. its hard, and i feel stupid, but thats life. right now.
i hope it gets better. i hope i feel better. i hope the things i want coincide with the things the person i love wants someday.
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all i want to come home to is you. but i can only say that on tumblr because you won’t see it.
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wandering in the dark.
When will i stop wishing for things to be different from how they are, and accepting my reality. I want to stop torturing myself, but I don’t know what reality is. Hope can be a wicked tool. Faith is hope without doubt, but faith fails you, so faith isn’t real. Hope is just imagination, and it thus it isn’t real either. These feelings don’t belong to us, so who is...
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I need the right person to talk to when i feel this way, and dont think i know that person, or if i do know them, i dont know that they are are that person.
im all kinds of upside down, inside out and nice but not. ya catch me? think i’ll have another beer.
“I wish Love was like volleyball. You yell “MINE” and everyone backs...”
